Am i wrong to have eyes but don't wanna look at anything anymore?

Am i wrong to have ears but don't wanna listen anything from now on?

Am i wrong to have mouth but don't wanna say anything again?

 

They rarely bring me the HAPPINESS..but bring me a lot of SADNESS

 

i can't see what i wanna see

i can't hear what i wanna hear

i can't tell what i wanna tell

 

why the things on my world is so upside down?

why give me this life but forget the others?

why let me stay on this world so long?

 

Now, i can't go to anywhere else but it's hard for me to stay here ,too

 

i don't know..what to do?

i don't know..where to go?

i don't know..who to lean on?

 

my tear is inside me ,always

my smile is on my face ,sometimes

my true feeling is shown ,never

 

i wanna cry sometimes and yell out loud "WHY ME?"

but in the truth, i have to keep it in my mind always

and let it be what it wanna be and forget about ME

 

..At last, i have to walk on this way without the escape ,without stop ,without everything like it used to be..

 

Don't ask me why i wrote all of this because i tell u at first ,that is "REAL ME"